I told you “baby, if I had the chance I would slit your throat if you wanted me to.”
you said “of course baby, I would too”
that’s not normal. that’s a relationship only we could have. that’s a specific type of love that can’t just be replaced.
is that morbid? I suppose, but if the person I’m with doesn’t tell me that or doesn’t agree with me, I would strongly disbelieve they really love me.